Saturday, July 27, 2013

Depressing

Been long since I last posted something. Few days ago, I turned 20. This year, my birthday turned out rather plain. Busy with school projects and even did it overnight causing me having flu and slight fever. Nonetheless, appreciate the gifts and the cakes.

Turning 20. Another milestone have passed. Looking back, what have I achieved? Nothing much than getting presentable marks and met new people. 

Recently, have been quite caught up with my project group mates and just realized something. Why do I keep buying branded stuffs? My group mate made me understand something from this. Main reason for buying branded stuffs is to impress others. Thinking of this point, did I impress anyone? In fact, NO ONE is even impressed with it. This means that I should not buy anymore branded stuff just to impress others. 

While taking bus home just now, I was thinking to myself about that question. After which, I thought to myself that IF one day I just wear my home clothes to school, what will their reaction be? Shocked? Praising me? Nah! None of the above I can be sure off. Their reaction would just be normal as whatever I do, NO ONE will notice. I'm not those idol drama where one change would cause many people appraisal. I'm just those in the drama being thrown rotten eggs at and no one will come to help me out. 

One day, if I disappear from the world, I guess no one will notice it.