Last day of 2013!

It's been long since I last posted something over here. I know that there won't be much or even anyone reading this blog but now whenever I write blog posts, it means that I not in a good mood.

2013 has been a year where I met new friends from Poly and also outside of school compound. Many have become close friends and also there are many become strangers to me. 

It is also a year where there are many ups and downs. Ever since I turned 20, my health seems to have many problems and being the kind of person that thinks a lot, I have spent quite a few thousands of dollars on medical checkup and seeing doctor.

Besides those negative things in 2013, I have also learnt much things through different experience. For example, tried tasting new food that I have not tried before, get to places I have not been before and tried some crazy things I have not tried before. 

Thanks 2013! For 2014, I have set some goals for myself to achieve so that I would not go through the year without achieving anything.

1. Be more focused on studies.

As it is the last year of studies in Poly life, it would be sensible to focus on studies to score better grades to be able to enter better University.

2. Build up more body.

It has always been a dream for myself to build up my body. Being too skinny is too discouraging and not really accepted in today's society. Also, it made me to start liking gyming, jogging and swimming. These are the three main sports I played and I really enjoyed it very much. However, my body just isn't that strong as I tend to exercise for a week and fall sick the following week. Now I feel that missing a week of exercises is a torture. 

3. Cut down on 'FUN' time.

Cutting down on fun time and focused more on broadening my knowledge to the world would be beneficial.

4. Save money.

It is good to save money as you will never know when you need money in your life. Planning to save $1 every day starting from tomorrow. However, thinking of it, shouldn't it be placing a maximum spending for a month would be better. 

5. Meet new friends.

It is good to meet new friends that are able to share joy and sadness with him or her. I still yet to find someone that I can openly open my heart and talk to. The closest person would be someone I met this year around August who actually find him quite a good buddy to chat with. I would hope that there will be lesser passer-bys walking in and out of my life as what I experience these few days.

6. Try more new things.

I think I would like to try out more things such as different outdoor activities, different food, going to different places and many more.

7. Continue to follow my dream.

I always have a dream of opening up a shop with my own brand that I have created. However, starting up a business is not easy so I would still continue working hard and smart on my dream.

That's all folks!

Depressing

Been long since I last posted something. Few days ago, I turned 20. This year, my birthday turned out rather plain. Busy with school projects and even did it overnight causing me having flu and slight fever. Nonetheless, appreciate the gifts and the cakes.

Turning 20. Another milestone have passed. Looking back, what have I achieved? Nothing much than getting presentable marks and met new people. 

Recently, have been quite caught up with my project group mates and just realized something. Why do I keep buying branded stuffs? My group mate made me understand something from this. Main reason for buying branded stuffs is to impress others. Thinking of this point, did I impress anyone? In fact, NO ONE is even impressed with it. This means that I should not buy anymore branded stuff just to impress others. 

While taking bus home just now, I was thinking to myself about that question. After which, I thought to myself that IF one day I just wear my home clothes to school, what will their reaction be? Shocked? Praising me? Nah! None of the above I can be sure off. Their reaction would just be normal as whatever I do, NO ONE will notice. I'm not those idol drama where one change would cause many people appraisal. I'm just those in the drama being thrown rotten eggs at and no one will come to help me out. 

One day, if I disappear from the world, I guess no one will notice it.

YOU Inspired ME!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?gl=SG&client=mv-google&hl=en&v=6Z12B3t2icc&nomobile=1

無敵失敗學 小豬的創業秘笈

Just a post that was inspired from the video that I just watched. The video link above is an interview of Show Lo with his success story behind his entrepreneurial. He started his own business on 2006 with the trendy label "STAGE". 

If you want to know more of his brand, you can visit www.ilovestage.com.tw.

After watching the video, it has reminded me of his brand inspired me to start to touch on designing part which I have 0 knowledge at the start of point in 2008 till now crazy over designing. I remembered clearly that one of the year, my parents brought me to Hong Kong and I was totally not into shopping until now I was crazy over shopping for clothes. 

I would really like to thank him and my sister for bringing his clothes from Taiwan and ended up going on research on STAGE after all. Though, YES, I still don't really know how to dress up myself with my own style but I do have my own ideas in designing. Really hope that ONE day, I can start up a brand of my own!

Below are just some creations using PowerPoint to come up with. Though I know it's very normal but it just my design style. SIMPLE! The designs below are just some designs inspired by Joy Rich and Givenchy. 

Depression post

Overall, this post aren't for seeking attention from my friends or any other person. It is just a platform for me to rant it out since I can't rant to others. If you don't like you can choose to leave.

"In every school there are the cool and popular kids, and then there are the not-so-cool kids." quoted from http://retailindustry.about.com/od/frontlinemanagement/a/AbercrombieFitchMikeJeffriesquotes.htm

The quote above was taken from A&F as I came across a video of A&F talking about them only selling clothes to the handsome and pretty customers. True enough! You won't be seeing any guys that are skinny or any girls that are fat wearing A&F clothes. 

However, the main point of this post isn't on A&F but on the quote itself. In fact, it should be in every class, there are the cool and popular students that will attract all sort of attention from just a simple move. However, the not-so-cool students will always be left in one corner no matter what they do. 

For me, I am obviously the second kind of student you will find me in class. I'm the kind of people that would prefer to stay in one corner and not being noticed will be a good option. I just feel that if I get too much attention, I will basically feel weird. It will most likely thinking "Are they trying to make fun of me?". 

This is a picture that I found on Facebook and it is just what I'm trying to do. 

"Deliberately not to look at the phone..

Deliberately not surfing the net for one day..

In the end, realized that there are no one really care about you..

Depressed? Helpless? Or Pain.. :( "

Above is the translation of the picture. It is really true that only those not-so-cool kids will understand how it feels. 

羅志祥-拼什麼

"我在拼 什麼 在意什麼最多
為了什麼又累又寂寞
不怕別人誤會了
就怕最在乎的人 也不想懂"

For the first time since I listened to this song, I actually cried out. It just seems like I am very stressed these few days. Who say guys never cry? It just that when guys cry, they will hide one corner to cry as it will get laughed by their girl friends. 

"想要跟誰溫暖地交談 卻只有 我和孤單"

This part of the lyrics is very "ME". Sometimes, especially these few days, when I looked at my phone contacts and actually wanted to find someone truly that I can talk to about some personal problems and just found out that none on the contacts that I could find. Not that they are not my friends but just need someone who I can talk to comfortably and about everything without judging and despising me after I told them. 

羅志祥-怕安靜

Recently, I found out that I'm the kind of person that I would feel depressed whenever there are no friends or buddy that I can chat with. I understand that other people might be busy but just as when I really need someone to talk with, there are none or they are busy. It will be true enough that when you tell someone you are busy when that person needs you, you will be treated equally the next time when you need someone to help. 

"#Cancer's love attention. They just want to be loved."

"#Cancer's feel like there is nothing wrong with their mood swings."

"Don't get used to the mood your #Cancer is in. In five minutes it could be different."

"#Cancer's are very loyal and trusting which can often lead them to be taken advantage of."

"#Cancer signs are talkative but only if they feel comfortable with you."

"#Cancer's need constant reassurance a text here or a call there will be good enough when face to face interaction is hard."

Above quotes are taken from https://twitter.com/BestofCancer

I think this is specially true as being a Cancerian, I would just love to be loved, feels nothing about mood swing, loyal and trustworthy which often get take advantage of and many more. 

Overall, this post aren't for seeking attention from my friends or any other person. It is just a platform for me to rant it out since I can't rant to others. If you don't like you can choose to leave.

Lastly, this song is just so well-written.

五月天 傷心的人別聽慢歌

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It's been a month since I last posted any post here. I'm back! It's been a crazy month last month that I didn't have much time spent on this blog. Just to update, I have a super tight datelines for our project submissions. It will still continue till August and before I knew it, it's end-semester exam already. 

Let's put this aside first. I thought of something to write for this post. 

In fact, I have been trying my best to workout my body for the past few months. It just does not seem to have much improvement. To encourage myself, I told myself that it was just that I didn't commit too much over the past few months. True enough, I wasn't that committed such as going to gym only once in a blue moon. 

 

Pictures above are just some progress I took after the workout. The first two pictures are taken in April and the last picture is taken just a week ago. Basically, just training more on my abs and chest. It's time for me to start on arms. Anyways, those photos are just to keep track progress.

*Disclaimer: NO PHOTOSHOP SKILLS OR ANY OTHER SKILLS BEING USED IN THESE PHOTOS!!! It's just angle problem.*

Currently having two weeks holiday but yet a lot of stuff to get done. Therefore, I need to start soon. However, I won't give up on my workout plan.

"Too many voices telling me that I can't make it... HAIS~ cancerian is not a person who will give up so easily!"

How I wish my chest and abs can just grow big in one night. Mwhahaha! 

Moving on, just to update more of the things.

WOOOOT!!! STAY REAL store is opened already! Yesterday went there and the crowd was "WOAH!" Managed to walk around the store but too crowded and busy, didn't managed to ask the staff about some products in store. But I will be back on Thursday and hopefully the crowd isn't that much. 

Also, yesterday went Bugis Street to shop with my friends and managed to get my first snap back. It was kinda cool as I'm kinda into these kind of caps now. I bought this for S$14 which was way cheaper than STAGE.

S$14

S$63

Oh before I end this post, I would love to say I want to go to this place to swim ONE DAY! SAFRA YISHUN!

Searching For Love, Desperate or Just Single...

LOVE...

It is a four letter word but it is word that needs to be read in between the line.

I have been "SEARCHING FOR LOVE" for ages...

I was once "DESPERATE" for it...

Now "JUST SINGLE" would be a better option...

Personality and more

Humans are born with different personalities traits includes openness to experience, conscientiousness, extraversion and introversion, agreeableness and neuroticism.  If you don't know all these chimology terms, you can refer to : 

http://www.managementstudyguide.com/personality-traits.htm

Anyway, today topic is talking about it. As you met people everyday, you will slowly find out that you have some hidden personality that you didn't know it before. I starting to feel that I'm a person that can be jealous quite easily.

For example, sometimes I would only want to talk to people on one-to-one and not to a crowd of people having conversation. But this would happen depending on who I am chatting with.

Another example was that when I going out with a couple, I normally won't talk much and feel embarrassed. This have happened to me many times which I seriously don't like to go out with "couple" friends. 

I can be shy at some times if I don't know you quite well but after I feel comfortable to chat with you, I can be crazy about it. My close friends know me well. Hehe...

Moving on, my school holiday ending in one day more. I have been off work for a week since I have not really enjoyed my holiday. During this one week, I have quite much time spending at home playing candy crush. I started last Sunday and I am already level 70. This game can be fun but most of the time irritating. 



Besides that, I have been designing and much enjoying doing what I want. Spend some time to Bugis to find my friend as she worked there for the last day last Thursday. It was quite a hard choice for me as I have insomnia the day before and only slept for 5 hours and have to go school for Freshman Orientation to help out. But I did not regret going there to chat with her and also bought a t-shirt which I was finding for long.



Things I did this week includes cutting my hair, went sing K just now and also night cycling with my friend.

Some random photos.

Me after my hair cut. Kind of missed my long hair which I kept for two months.

Sumputt's 四连拍

BANG! Magazine bought just now.

Cute mini figurine of Singapore's founder LKY!

Trying to decide which one is nicer. AES.

Back to the exciting night cycling with my friend. We went to cycle last Tuesday. It was my first time cycling to Punggol and Seng Kang. It was kind of torturous two hours but quite relaxing and enjoyable. However, there are some things happened. One of it was that I was being chased by a dog while turning from a slope. Luckily the dog was not chasing me for long. Next, my friend brought me to a secluded place where no humans are being seen. It was kind of a long distance to get out of the secluded area but luckily my friend brought me there. If not I would not dare to go there as I am a think a lot person so... Overall, it was a good experience.

Last but not least, I would like to share this two videos which I like it a lot. 

Gentleman Crayon Remix
*If you like Gentleman by Psy and Crayon by G-dragon, you would like this.*

蔡依林 Jolin Tsai 「MYSELF高雄場」《台語組曲- 愛情的騙子我問你+愛情的恰恰+舞女》

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28th Post!

Ending

One and half month ago, it was the end of my year 2 in poly. Just one more week and it will be my start of year 3 in poly. This is the last year in poly which was kind of fast. However, this holiday was spent quite fruitful on working. 

Though I have only like two to three weeks without working, but it was kind of busy for me to earn money and met new friends.

Over the holiday, I spent time, besides working, on going out with friends, exercising with my friend and singing K together! I just love it so much that I just doesn't want it to end. However, every good things must come to an end. Though my friends will be starting on Monday, it just make me anticipate the next holiday where I can see them again. 

It's coming to year 3 and it means is the last year in Temasek Poly and last year where there will be class changing. Yesterday, my friends just knew a way to checked the new classes but unsure of it's reliability. Glad that I still have some friends in the same class but others are being dispersed to other classes. 

Moving on, today went singing K with my friends. Just found out that there are many types of people when coming to sing K which I found it amusing.

1. People who say they don't know how to sing.

2. People who say they don't know how to sing but keep on singing loudly without the mic.

3. People who just like to choose songs for other people to sing.

4. People who hold on to the mic and never let others sing.

5. People who sing really good.

6. People who keep texting, surfing the net and eat the tidbits and never sing.

7. People who teaches the person singing how to sing it correctly.

Above are just SOME of the types of people. I not referring to anyone around me but just stating what I see.

Before I end this post, I would like to share with everyone a new single by Psy which was released just yesterday. 

<Gentleman> Psy

Not going to comment much though I have a lot of things to say about this song. Just let your hear it and see it. By the way, it's "Mother Father Gentleman" and not something else.

27th post! =)

Change

It's a late nite post. Few days ago, I went back to work at FLMP, it was kinda of a heavy heart situation. My supervisor asked me to sit down and "drink coffee" with him. I knew I would have this period of time. Been in the company for around four months but the days in store working to serve customers are limited. I'm glad that I have joined the place and met many new friends. However, my supervisor sat down and talked to me about something serious. 

He first asked me if I felt left out from the group of colleagues and my answer was "yes". Next, he asked me if I knew the reason why I was being transferred to Bugis instead of Scape. My answer to it was of course "Yes". All of it were just what I have been sensing about and the answers came out to be what I expected. After that, my supervisor told me that I was not opened up enough though I was a "good boy" (meaning not using mobile phones etc when working). 

I have also felt that I treated people to coldly nowadays. I need to wait for people to say "Hi" to me then I will start talking to them. This kind of mindset have been with me for quite long already. I really want to change but it seems quite difficult for me. Maybe is the society which made me feel so self-centered and does not really trust people nowadays.

Just making this post short and sweet. Before I go, I would really like to thanks those who I met these few days. They really made my work more enjoyable and really looking forward to working with them.

"Open Up More" which is something I gonna try for my own sake. 

Anyways, recently I'm being hooked up with bodybuilding and this really makes me so proud of myself! Let me show your my result though it's not really that great!

Are you ready to see?

3

2

1

TADAAA!

Happy April's Fool! My 26th Post!

Life...

Hey everyone, school holiday have past by like half of it already. What have you guys (girls) been doing for your holiday? Well, for me, I have been on track on what I wanna do which I stated in my FB.

"On my way home from town just now thought of something. Each holiday just saying I wanna be fitter and exercise more but in the end, end up doing nothing. I really wanna be more fitter. Therefore, this holiday I wanna live life to the fullest. 

Target:

Swimming AT LEAST 2 times a week

Jogging AT LEAST 2 times a week

Gyming AT LEAST 2 times a week 

Eating to the fullest 2 times a week" 

True enough, I went jogging at least twice a week, gyming once a week, swimming once a week and eating to the fullest like almost everyday. 

However, I still don't see quite improvements. Just don't know what the hell happen to my inner body! 

Moving on, I decided to write a song two or three days ago. This was the first time writing a song based on true story. It will be in Chinese so for those who doesn't know Chinese, I can't translate for your as I will be DAMN BUSY. 

《只能是好朋友》 

坐在电影院里头看电影 

有哭 有笑 有泪 都是普通反应 

看完了电影就各自飞行 

只留下了我和你在一起 

不知要说什么 才对的 

我开口问你 你还好吗 

就这样开始进入了我们 的友谊万万岁 YEAH~ 

与你APP开心 

与你见面非常开心 

可惜 

CHORUS 

我们只能做一对好朋友 

因为对彼此都太过了解 

这就 是我 们给彼此的借口 

放心去找你所要的未来 

我会好好的去找我的幸福~ 

这就 是我们的~ 故事 

This is my first time putting it on public (so shy). It seems like reading a story but with tune it's a different story. HAHA~ 

It just make me feels like all the experiences I collected in my poly was quite fruitful enough for me to write many songs. However, it was quite tiring chore to do it. Maybe next few weeks, there will be another one or two coming up. 

Moving on, with past two days going out with my secondary friends, I felt quite different since the last time I went out with them. I was really DAMN enjoying every moment chatting with them, taking pictures and teasing Wendy. HAHA! Maybe is the job that I working now which taught me to be more opened up with people.

Taken before the movie starts!

Just love my new hairstyle! Can sway here and there!

After our breakfast the next day!

And this is taken during my work today! Just too bored and decided to do this... Kinda like the right boxes as one looks fatter and another looks more ...

Good-de-bye! My 25th Post!

幸福。难不难

Hey everyone! Today's topic is 《幸福。难不难》. Rest assured, not the movie 《幸福。男不难》which is a sequel of the 《犀利人妻》. 

Yesterday, I went celebrate birthday for my fren who was my primary and secondary school mates! Glad to meet her for so long. However, I found out a characteristic for people who born yesterday and should not say here. 

Anyways, on the way to *Scape yesterday, took train with Wendy Oi and we chatted a lot on the train. Just to find out that people around me are getting attached to someone which is a good thing. After that, we just realized that we have a common goal which is “对爱情顺其自然”. 

Sometimes, in this world, the more you want something, it's most likely hard to achieve it. However, if you are not expecting it, it seems easy to get it. Therefore, I should just let fate be it.

I remembered that while I'm in Secondary School days, when I was not so expecting love, it came to me so unexpectedly. However, at that time, I listened to my friend's advice and gave up on her. Luckily, now she is still my friend. Hehe...

Moving on, I sang K twice a week consecutively. It was so SHIOK that I wanna continue it until I'm tired. I do have a thinking that one day I wanna go sing K alone. Yes! ALONE! Haha.... 

Before I end up, yesterday went back to FLMP Bugis at around 10pm for a meeting. The meeting isn't the main thing but the FOOD was the main thing! Shiok and full! 

BYE BYE! 24th post!

Busy Busy Busy

Such a busy weekend which I spent my weekend working at FLMP!

I know it's been long since I last update here. Mainly because no topic to talk about. However, just now browsing through YouTube, I found a great singer who does covers for many songs! Being mesmerized by his voice. Below are some of his covers for some popular songs.

Payphone

她说

爱你

For more of his covers, you can visit : http://www.youtube.com/user/miniachilles

He does covers for both Chinese songs and English songs.

Anyways, this is the first STAGE tee I bought in 2013!

 However, there are some manufacturing problem which I might be going down today or tomorrow for an exchange.

Lastly, before I go, I really want to get a simple star tee like the one above. Been searching around and can't really find it. 

FYI, the tee above is from Givenchy which would cost around $600+. Hopefully I can find another kind like this.

I think that's all for today! That's all folks for my 23rd post!!! 

Mood level: 70% Happy

姚俊羽 Nick Yeo 

关键字  

不小心碰到熱鍋

手彈開拉著耳朵

我喜歡妳

 不自覺的小動作

 包禮物簡單的活 

我卻整晚辦不妥 

這種心思 

我只會為了妳而做 

妳曾問過 怎麼事會令我 

特別難過 該怎麼說 

我擔心我們 

沒有結果 

開始的關鍵

得勇敢一點 說出我愛妳的字眼

別辜負月老的紅線 

多難得才能遇見 

永恆的關鍵 得努力一點 只用呵護妳的字眼

 讓幸福 一天一天應驗 

對妳的承諾不變 

有些事情一生不能錯過 

我學會誠實不閃躲

 關鍵字 

真的真的要親口說

Friday Nite!

1 March 2013 

It was a busy day yesterday! Show Lo's 2013 concert third stop at Singapore. However, it was kinda busy since morning. I went to my friend's house to workout. It was indeed fruitful as I felt the pain and aching now. After that, we went to eat lunch near his house. Went home after the lunch to get myself prepared for the concert. 

#OOTD for the concert as the theme for the concert is Leopard Print!

I went there at around 3pm and queued with my friends. 

At 4:30pm, STAGE booth opened for sales and 5pm the merchandise booth opened. 

The 3 pictures below are STAGE and Manhattan Portage sales items yesterday at Singapore Indoor Stadium. Did you notice they gave out S$10 Gift Voucher! I used my "Kaisu" skills and got three of it. HAHA~

This is the merchandise for Singapore concert. I only bought one notebook which comes with three book covers.

Hmm... So the concert started at 830pm SHARP. However, my friends and I were LUCKY! We bought S$88 tickets but were seated at a much expensive seats. I guessed it was due to the sales of tickets not very good which caused them to do such drastic actions. This time round, it was weird enough that I don't have any exciting feelings nor do I scream and shout in his concert. It was difinetly strange enough. Maybe I am not very into him already as compared to years ago when I first started liking his songs. Nevertheless, it was a good concert though there are many sound system problem which occurred not once but twice. But he handled it in a joking way. 

So this is the start of the concert and some of the pictures I took with my itouch during the concert.

He is the first singer that I spent money to watch a concert and this is the last concert I will be watching too! 

Moving on, my poly life have gone through 2/3 of it. It was seriously so fast and quick that I didn't know that next year, I will be serving NS. Hopefully my next sem, I can still be with my best friends in the same class.

That's all folks for my 22nd post!!! Lazing Saturday. Feel free to comment! =)

Mood level: 60% Happy