Last day of 2013!

It's been long since I last posted something over here. I know that there won't be much or even anyone reading this blog but now whenever I write blog posts, it means that I not in a good mood.

2013 has been a year where I met new friends from Poly and also outside of school compound. Many have become close friends and also there are many become strangers to me. 

It is also a year where there are many ups and downs. Ever since I turned 20, my health seems to have many problems and being the kind of person that thinks a lot, I have spent quite a few thousands of dollars on medical checkup and seeing doctor.

Besides those negative things in 2013, I have also learnt much things through different experience. For example, tried tasting new food that I have not tried before, get to places I have not been before and tried some crazy things I have not tried before. 

Thanks 2013! For 2014, I have set some goals for myself to achieve so that I would not go through the year without achieving anything.

1. Be more focused on studies.

As it is the last year of studies in Poly life, it would be sensible to focus on studies to score better grades to be able to enter better University.

2. Build up more body.

It has always been a dream for myself to build up my body. Being too skinny is too discouraging and not really accepted in today's society. Also, it made me to start liking gyming, jogging and swimming. These are the three main sports I played and I really enjoyed it very much. However, my body just isn't that strong as I tend to exercise for a week and fall sick the following week. Now I feel that missing a week of exercises is a torture. 

3. Cut down on 'FUN' time.

Cutting down on fun time and focused more on broadening my knowledge to the world would be beneficial.

4. Save money.

It is good to save money as you will never know when you need money in your life. Planning to save $1 every day starting from tomorrow. However, thinking of it, shouldn't it be placing a maximum spending for a month would be better. 

5. Meet new friends.

It is good to meet new friends that are able to share joy and sadness with him or her. I still yet to find someone that I can openly open my heart and talk to. The closest person would be someone I met this year around August who actually find him quite a good buddy to chat with. I would hope that there will be lesser passer-bys walking in and out of my life as what I experience these few days.

6. Try more new things.

I think I would like to try out more things such as different outdoor activities, different food, going to different places and many more.

7. Continue to follow my dream.

I always have a dream of opening up a shop with my own brand that I have created. However, starting up a business is not easy so I would still continue working hard and smart on my dream.

That's all folks!

Depressing

Been long since I last posted something. Few days ago, I turned 20. This year, my birthday turned out rather plain. Busy with school projects and even did it overnight causing me having flu and slight fever. Nonetheless, appreciate the gifts and the cakes.

Turning 20. Another milestone have passed. Looking back, what have I achieved? Nothing much than getting presentable marks and met new people. 

Recently, have been quite caught up with my project group mates and just realized something. Why do I keep buying branded stuffs? My group mate made me understand something from this. Main reason for buying branded stuffs is to impress others. Thinking of this point, did I impress anyone? In fact, NO ONE is even impressed with it. This means that I should not buy anymore branded stuff just to impress others. 

While taking bus home just now, I was thinking to myself about that question. After which, I thought to myself that IF one day I just wear my home clothes to school, what will their reaction be? Shocked? Praising me? Nah! None of the above I can be sure off. Their reaction would just be normal as whatever I do, NO ONE will notice. I'm not those idol drama where one change would cause many people appraisal. I'm just those in the drama being thrown rotten eggs at and no one will come to help me out. 

One day, if I disappear from the world, I guess no one will notice it.

YOU Inspired ME!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?gl=SG&client=mv-google&hl=en&v=6Z12B3t2icc&nomobile=1

無敵失敗學 小豬的創業秘笈

Just a post that was inspired from the video that I just watched. The video link above is an interview of Show Lo with his success story behind his entrepreneurial. He started his own business on 2006 with the trendy label "STAGE". 

If you want to know more of his brand, you can visit www.ilovestage.com.tw.

After watching the video, it has reminded me of his brand inspired me to start to touch on designing part which I have 0 knowledge at the start of point in 2008 till now crazy over designing. I remembered clearly that one of the year, my parents brought me to Hong Kong and I was totally not into shopping until now I was crazy over shopping for clothes. 

I would really like to thank him and my sister for bringing his clothes from Taiwan and ended up going on research on STAGE after all. Though, YES, I still don't really know how to dress up myself with my own style but I do have my own ideas in designing. Really hope that ONE day, I can start up a brand of my own!

Below are just some creations using PowerPoint to come up with. Though I know it's very normal but it just my design style. SIMPLE! The designs below are just some designs inspired by Joy Rich and Givenchy. 

Depression post

Overall, this post aren't for seeking attention from my friends or any other person. It is just a platform for me to rant it out since I can't rant to others. If you don't like you can choose to leave.

"In every school there are the cool and popular kids, and then there are the not-so-cool kids." quoted from http://retailindustry.about.com/od/frontlinemanagement/a/AbercrombieFitchMikeJeffriesquotes.htm

The quote above was taken from A&F as I came across a video of A&F talking about them only selling clothes to the handsome and pretty customers. True enough! You won't be seeing any guys that are skinny or any girls that are fat wearing A&F clothes. 

However, the main point of this post isn't on A&F but on the quote itself. In fact, it should be in every class, there are the cool and popular students that will attract all sort of attention from just a simple move. However, the not-so-cool students will always be left in one corner no matter what they do. 

For me, I am obviously the second kind of student you will find me in class. I'm the kind of people that would prefer to stay in one corner and not being noticed will be a good option. I just feel that if I get too much attention, I will basically feel weird. It will most likely thinking "Are they trying to make fun of me?". 

This is a picture that I found on Facebook and it is just what I'm trying to do. 

"Deliberately not to look at the phone..

Deliberately not surfing the net for one day..

In the end, realized that there are no one really care about you..

Depressed? Helpless? Or Pain.. :( "

Above is the translation of the picture. It is really true that only those not-so-cool kids will understand how it feels. 

羅志祥-拼什麼

"我在拼 什麼 在意什麼最多
為了什麼又累又寂寞
不怕別人誤會了
就怕最在乎的人 也不想懂"

For the first time since I listened to this song, I actually cried out. It just seems like I am very stressed these few days. Who say guys never cry? It just that when guys cry, they will hide one corner to cry as it will get laughed by their girl friends. 

"想要跟誰溫暖地交談 卻只有 我和孤單"

This part of the lyrics is very "ME". Sometimes, especially these few days, when I looked at my phone contacts and actually wanted to find someone truly that I can talk to about some personal problems and just found out that none on the contacts that I could find. Not that they are not my friends but just need someone who I can talk to comfortably and about everything without judging and despising me after I told them. 

羅志祥-怕安靜

Recently, I found out that I'm the kind of person that I would feel depressed whenever there are no friends or buddy that I can chat with. I understand that other people might be busy but just as when I really need someone to talk with, there are none or they are busy. It will be true enough that when you tell someone you are busy when that person needs you, you will be treated equally the next time when you need someone to help. 

"#Cancer's love attention. They just want to be loved."

"#Cancer's feel like there is nothing wrong with their mood swings."

"Don't get used to the mood your #Cancer is in. In five minutes it could be different."

"#Cancer's are very loyal and trusting which can often lead them to be taken advantage of."

"#Cancer signs are talkative but only if they feel comfortable with you."

"#Cancer's need constant reassurance a text here or a call there will be good enough when face to face interaction is hard."

Above quotes are taken from https://twitter.com/BestofCancer

I think this is specially true as being a Cancerian, I would just love to be loved, feels nothing about mood swing, loyal and trustworthy which often get take advantage of and many more. 

Overall, this post aren't for seeking attention from my friends or any other person. It is just a platform for me to rant it out since I can't rant to others. If you don't like you can choose to leave.

Lastly, this song is just so well-written.

五月天 傷心的人別聽慢歌

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It's been a month since I last posted any post here. I'm back! It's been a crazy month last month that I didn't have much time spent on this blog. Just to update, I have a super tight datelines for our project submissions. It will still continue till August and before I knew it, it's end-semester exam already. 

Let's put this aside first. I thought of something to write for this post. 

In fact, I have been trying my best to workout my body for the past few months. It just does not seem to have much improvement. To encourage myself, I told myself that it was just that I didn't commit too much over the past few months. True enough, I wasn't that committed such as going to gym only once in a blue moon. 

 

Pictures above are just some progress I took after the workout. The first two pictures are taken in April and the last picture is taken just a week ago. Basically, just training more on my abs and chest. It's time for me to start on arms. Anyways, those photos are just to keep track progress.

*Disclaimer: NO PHOTOSHOP SKILLS OR ANY OTHER SKILLS BEING USED IN THESE PHOTOS!!! It's just angle problem.*

Currently having two weeks holiday but yet a lot of stuff to get done. Therefore, I need to start soon. However, I won't give up on my workout plan.

"Too many voices telling me that I can't make it... HAIS~ cancerian is not a person who will give up so easily!"

How I wish my chest and abs can just grow big in one night. Mwhahaha! 

Moving on, just to update more of the things.

WOOOOT!!! STAY REAL store is opened already! Yesterday went there and the crowd was "WOAH!" Managed to walk around the store but too crowded and busy, didn't managed to ask the staff about some products in store. But I will be back on Thursday and hopefully the crowd isn't that much. 

Also, yesterday went Bugis Street to shop with my friends and managed to get my first snap back. It was kinda cool as I'm kinda into these kind of caps now. I bought this for S$14 which was way cheaper than STAGE.

S$14

S$63

Oh before I end this post, I would love to say I want to go to this place to swim ONE DAY! SAFRA YISHUN!

Searching For Love, Desperate or Just Single...

LOVE...

It is a four letter word but it is word that needs to be read in between the line.

I have been "SEARCHING FOR LOVE" for ages...

I was once "DESPERATE" for it...

Now "JUST SINGLE" would be a better option...

Personality and more

Humans are born with different personalities traits includes openness to experience, conscientiousness, extraversion and introversion, agreeableness and neuroticism.  If you don't know all these chimology terms, you can refer to : 

http://www.managementstudyguide.com/personality-traits.htm

Anyway, today topic is talking about it. As you met people everyday, you will slowly find out that you have some hidden personality that you didn't know it before. I starting to feel that I'm a person that can be jealous quite easily.

For example, sometimes I would only want to talk to people on one-to-one and not to a crowd of people having conversation. But this would happen depending on who I am chatting with.

Another example was that when I going out with a couple, I normally won't talk much and feel embarrassed. This have happened to me many times which I seriously don't like to go out with "couple" friends. 

I can be shy at some times if I don't know you quite well but after I feel comfortable to chat with you, I can be crazy about it. My close friends know me well. Hehe...

Moving on, my school holiday ending in one day more. I have been off work for a week since I have not really enjoyed my holiday. During this one week, I have quite much time spending at home playing candy crush. I started last Sunday and I am already level 70. This game can be fun but most of the time irritating. 



Besides that, I have been designing and much enjoying doing what I want. Spend some time to Bugis to find my friend as she worked there for the last day last Thursday. It was quite a hard choice for me as I have insomnia the day before and only slept for 5 hours and have to go school for Freshman Orientation to help out. But I did not regret going there to chat with her and also bought a t-shirt which I was finding for long.



Things I did this week includes cutting my hair, went sing K just now and also night cycling with my friend.

Some random photos.

Me after my hair cut. Kind of missed my long hair which I kept for two months.

Sumputt's 四连拍

BANG! Magazine bought just now.

Cute mini figurine of Singapore's founder LKY!

Trying to decide which one is nicer. AES.

Back to the exciting night cycling with my friend. We went to cycle last Tuesday. It was my first time cycling to Punggol and Seng Kang. It was kind of torturous two hours but quite relaxing and enjoyable. However, there are some things happened. One of it was that I was being chased by a dog while turning from a slope. Luckily the dog was not chasing me for long. Next, my friend brought me to a secluded place where no humans are being seen. It was kind of a long distance to get out of the secluded area but luckily my friend brought me there. If not I would not dare to go there as I am a think a lot person so... Overall, it was a good experience.

Last but not least, I would like to share this two videos which I like it a lot. 

Gentleman Crayon Remix
*If you like Gentleman by Psy and Crayon by G-dragon, you would like this.*

蔡依林 Jolin Tsai 「MYSELF高雄場」《台語組曲- 愛情的騙子我問你+愛情的恰恰+舞女》

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28th Post!