Overall, this post aren't for seeking attention from my friends or any other person. It is just a platform for me to rant it out since I can't rant to others. If you don't like you can choose to leave.
"In every school there are the cool and popular kids, and then there are the not-so-cool kids." quoted from http://retailindustry.about.com/od/frontlinemanagement/a/AbercrombieFitchMikeJeffriesquotes.htm
The quote above was taken from A&F as I came across a video of A&F talking about them only selling clothes to the handsome and pretty customers. True enough! You won't be seeing any guys that are skinny or any girls that are fat wearing A&F clothes.
However, the main point of this post isn't on A&F but on the quote itself. In fact, it should be in every class, there are the cool and popular students that will attract all sort of attention from just a simple move. However, the not-so-cool students will always be left in one corner no matter what they do.
For me, I am obviously the second kind of student you will find me in class. I'm the kind of people that would prefer to stay in one corner and not being noticed will be a good option. I just feel that if I get too much attention, I will basically feel weird. It will most likely thinking "Are they trying to make fun of me?".
This is a picture that I found on Facebook and it is just what I'm trying to do.
"Deliberately not to look at the phone..
Deliberately not surfing the net for one day..
In the end, realized that there are no one really care about you..
Depressed? Helpless? Or Pain.. :( "
Above is the translation of the picture. It is really true that only those not-so-cool kids will understand how it feels.
"我在拼 什麼 在意什麼最多
為了什麼又累又寂寞
不怕別人誤會了
就怕最在乎的人 也不想懂"
為了什麼又累又寂寞
不怕別人誤會了
就怕最在乎的人 也不想懂"
For the first time since I listened to this song, I actually cried out. It just seems like I am very stressed these few days. Who say guys never cry? It just that when guys cry, they will hide one corner to cry as it will get laughed by their girl friends.
"想要跟誰溫暖地交談 卻只有 我和孤單"
This part of the lyrics is very "ME". Sometimes, especially these few days, when I looked at my phone contacts and actually wanted to find someone truly that I can talk to about some personal problems and just found out that none on the contacts that I could find. Not that they are not my friends but just need someone who I can talk to comfortably and about everything without judging and despising me after I told them.
Recently, I found out that I'm the kind of person that I would feel depressed whenever there are no friends or buddy that I can chat with. I understand that other people might be busy but just as when I really need someone to talk with, there are none or they are busy. It will be true enough that when you tell someone you are busy when that person needs you, you will be treated equally the next time when you need someone to help.
"#Cancer's love attention. They just want to be loved."
"#Cancer's feel like there is nothing wrong with their mood swings."
"Don't get used to the mood your #Cancer is in. In five minutes it could be different."
"#Cancer's are very loyal and trusting which can often lead them to be taken advantage of."
"#Cancer signs are talkative but only if they feel comfortable with you."
"#Cancer's need constant reassurance a text here or a call there will be good enough when face to face interaction is hard."
Above quotes are taken from https://twitter.com/BestofCancer
I think this is specially true as being a Cancerian, I would just love to be loved, feels nothing about mood swing, loyal and trustworthy which often get take advantage of and many more.
Overall, this post aren't for seeking attention from my friends or any other person. It is just a platform for me to rant it out since I can't rant to others. If you don't like you can choose to leave.
Lastly, this song is just so well-written.
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