Sometimes

WARNING!

Following post might be of some emotional and if you don't like it please exit!

Sometimes, I think to myself that do my friends really want to listen to what I'm talking about when I'm discussing something with them. I know sometimes I can't really express my words really as what I wanted in my mind. If I can't really express my words, sometimes they will laugh at me but seriously, I take those laughter seriously and so I stopped.

Sometimes, I just wondered if my blog seriously got anyone reading it or just me and myself. I remembered that during one of my downstate, I really feel like talking to someone that is closed with me but just found out that none in my list. I just wondered if I call them and rant out my stress, are they really lending a pair of listening ear?

Maybe sometimes, you don't need to take everyone's body language or words too serious... Am I right? WHY SO SERIOUS?!

I have been promising myself to write a song last holiday but due to my business, I did not wrote any. Maybe this coming holiday, I can be able write some songs that I have wanted to wrote for months. Having a dream is good rite?

Moving on, I should just try to go out and meet more friends. Meeting more new friends would meant that a higher chance of knowing a girl-friend, rite?

I think that now, I writing a blog doesn't meant that I need someone to read this blog. Maybe just some of the things I want to record down.

My 17th post.

Mood level: 40% Happy